Anxiety help.... please.?

that's awful. I'll guess you may have suffered and have trauma or maybe just a chemical balance in your body throwin u for a loop. i had an awful depression/anxiety peak and got prozac which helped me. in fact it almost made me manic but at least i felt good. i'm not saying a drug is necessarilly the answer but one could be beneficial if it disolves that dreadful feeling of impending disaster and doom and helps you get decent sleep. i still have to deal with depression and sometimes anxiety. i try to keep busy making things a 'little better' any way i can. i hope u find someone who u can relate with and feel better with. friends, family, etc. you're not alone. if you ever feel called by jesus please listen. you may be a huge blessing to many people in your life. this will give u great joy and fulfillment.